Sorry I'm NOT Sorry.

Opinions are like assholes..... everyone and their damn mother has one. It's funny because we ALL say that. You know damn well there have been countless times you roll your eyes and say that exact line. Followed by ranting and raving for another hour about how much you hate DESPISE when people give you their unwanted and unwelcome opinions. Yet the funny thing about that is we are (at the same time) guilty of giving our own opinions.......even if no one has asked for them. Why the hell do we do that? Like why are we all so damn hypocritical?! I always appreciate hearing from others. I am a firm believer that we can learn so much from people. There are SOO many people in the world. With their own opinions, experiences, and takes on life. I love listening to people....I love hearing about the life moments (big or small) that have made them who they are. I feel that unless we are constantly growing and evolving we aren't progressing. Rather we stay stuck in a stand still a...

I'm outspoken as fuck and a majority of the time I just want to look at someone that asks me that and say: "Well my husband ex-husband lied to me the entire time we were together. He is an alcoholic. He has rage issues.....he can't make any decisions for himself since he still sucks his moms tits....oh and after 2 months of being married I decided to file for divorce. How the FUCK are you?" But I refrain. I breathe in deep and smile and say " I'm great thank you ", mainly because airing my dirty laundry to the whole world isn't the thing to do (yes I am aware I did just that above....and it felt fucking AMAZING so fuck off if you don't like it).  For those of you who have been wondering, calling, texting, or sitting with your thoughts because you aren't sure how to bring it up to me......I promise you I am fine. I am fucking FREE . I haven't been free, nor have I felt this alive, in years. I am relishing every second of eve...

Ignite (v) - catch fire or cause to catch fire. The definition of ' ignite ' is so basic. The funny thing about something igniting is the aftermath of something that has caught fire is anything but basic. Things have been ablaze all over my life. There was a period of time that I spent every waking second of my life trying to put out all of the fires that seemed to be consuming my life. At first I was able to put them out one at a time......recently it felt like I was sitting in the center of hell burning alive. I've discovered over time many of the fires weren't accidental.......they were actually intentional arson. "Why on earth would anyone ever want to intentionally set great things on fire," one might ask. I realized over time that not everyone in this world has a good heart. Not all of us come from a good place. There are actual malicious people in the world......so corrupt, jealous, and unhappy with their own lives that they will stop at nothing...

People always tell me " Jackie you should write a book...I would read it in a second ". I'm not sure if that is a compliment or a slap in the face. I will admit, my life has had its shares of ups and downs....but no matter what has been thrown my way, I have managed to rise from the burning ashes and move on like the boss bitch that I am. I never have nor will I ever apologize for the things I have said or done in my life. Life is once...and it is meant to be lived. There will only be ONE Jacqueline Castro, and I live life enjoying each second of every day, as there were quite a few times I was pretty sure I was going to die. For some reason God is keeping me around. I'm not sure if he keeps me around because I am meant to do something fucking epic with my life......or because he knows that the way I make people laugh is pretty fucking epic in itself. This blog isn't about right or wrong. I am not concerned with punctuation or grammar. This is my safe h...