The Necessary One
I know you’re all expecting the chisme or the badmouth.....but what good does it do to badmouth the one you once loved? To you. I wish you well. And that’s all I have to say about that. This one isn’t even about you ( as much as I know you’re hoping it is ). It’s about getting back to me. I lost myself somewhere between trying to find myself and trying to keep something alive that had run its course a long time before it actually ended. I spent a very long time trying to love someone who truly doesn’t love themselves......and let me tell you...that is a very draining and ultimately impossible task. Oddly enough, I don’t regret a single second. I’m not sad I tried as long as I did. I’d be lying to myself if I tried to be anyone else other than who I am.....a caring person who loves the SHIT out of her circle....and her life. Giving it any less than 100% from beginning to end would have been a disservice to myself....and I wouldn’t be able to look at myself in the mirror if I kn...