I'm Human.
I swear life just sometimes gets the best of me. Sometimes I become so overwhelmed with work, my personal life, bills, and everything in between that I forget about me. Like just me . My emotions, my feelings, my mood. Life is hard enough. But living life with Bipolar Disorder can be tricky. It's hard to try and tell yourself " you're normal " when sometimes you feel anything but. I have to watch what I eat, drink, my levels of stress, how much I'm sleeping. Any little thing can trigger me. There are all sorts of things that can just send me into a spiral. Did you know that even while taking all of my medication something like stress can deplete it from my bloodstream? Yeah. It's that easy. I could be taking all of my pills every single day....they draw my blood....and it's like it isn't even there. I am constantly freaking out about EVERYTHING . I never want to run into an issue so I am always thinking about my condition, things I can do to simplify...